Just a year ago I don't think these thoughts would have ever crossed my mind.. not even as long as a year.. actually shorter. Anyways.. But again.. I've grown out of a lot of things in my life. There are very few things that have any importance in my life and I'm very happy with that. Call me soft, call me whatever you want. But you have to ask yourself, Are you happy?? When I say that, I don't mean for the day.. I mean.. How many complaints do you have in your life? I can officially say, Yes, I am happy. There are things I know I have to work on. In gerneral I am happy with my life.
Got nuthin but Luv
Thank God I'm no longer in highschool. Oh wait.. Eventhough that is the case the same childish mentality still soaks up my time and efforts. Why does it seem like the older people get the younger they act? I'm not saying I don't do it, because I know for a fact that there are times when I'm the biggest kid in the bunch. Reguardless, there are so many idiotic "adult" delinquents that it almost makes me want to go back in time, and stay there. It's not like much really changes as you get older. Poepl just have an easier time being the stupid fuckers that they couldn't be in highschool... for a number of stupid "why couldn't I be in the cool crowd" reasons. Get over it!!! So you were a geek in highschoool A LOT of people were. Big fuckin deal?! There will be no woe is you. Yes, highschool was an interesting time for me. But thankfully I was able to learn from everything that happened. I like being in my 20s, but that's the thing, I realize that I'm in my 20s. I'm in no rush to "party it up" and have nonsense conversations. I have a full time job, a man in my life that will soon my my husband, and very little time to do anything else.